Tuesday, March 23, 2010

The bigger scope of life

Well somehow my life has taken on a much larger scope....and to think that it all started back when I was 14. Funny how my life is entwined with so many and I didn't even know it. Even people I never knew..... It will be interesting to see where this all goes...and the things that will be discovered. And finally those individuals that hurt so many people will get thier just dues...

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Fences......


Do you ever feel like that life on the other side of the fence is better?
Well....its not so just stay on your side of the fence...don't ride the fence either..you will get splinters..if you try to climb between the rails you will get stuck and look like a fool. You know you ate the cookie dough!!!
All too often we go thru that time in life where everyone else and everything else is better somewhere over there. This picture is of my little filly and one day she decided that grass on the other side is way yummier. So she jumped the fence. Yes I know looks impossible. But don't we say Impossible I will never do that?....lol Yeah she jumped it. Broke a rail too....and got white paint scraped on her legs....don't ask I don't know!!! But all in all she found out 1) that hurts! 2)i'm all alone oh know freak out! 3) Dad's not happy he had to fix the fence. How does this correlate to the christian life??? Lets see.....1) we get hurt if we cross that line in our lives 2)guess what your all alone in your misery 3)now you gotta talk to God and fix your fence thankfully He forgives and is never mad cause His boards don't come from City Lumber....lolol
Its been a good day was just thinking of all that off the cuff....Probably because I know there are people who think she's crossed that line of not been in church.....That's ok God still loves me and I still love him. He still works in my life and I still try to please Him...i'm not perfect...thank goodness or else why would I ever need God then?

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Who's your friend?


You learn who your friends are....the stick and stayers as it were....when you've been gone awhile. You wonder if anyone misses you if they even know your gone...Well hmmm lets just say I know where I stand with people I had been involved with for years. And the only ones I had any standing with are my wonder Pastor Roberts and his beautiful wife DJ and the every loving George and Jonnie Simmons. And that completes the list for my Christian friends Travis and Erin I always talk to but they are in Georgia....oh my. They need to move back!!!! And of course my "worldy" friends who believe yet don't partake of church. Why do they always stay yet the christians run?? Still baffles me to no end. I can run into people at the store and be all happy and how are you and you can tell they dont want to talk to you. It saddens me that so many that had been one way are really and truly another way. Or is it because I got divorced and remarried and then don't know what to say?? I didn't die people I changed the direction of my life and if you would but talk to me a while you would be amazed at what has gone on in the last few years. You would see someone strong and able someone who can stick and stay....ya i've missed lots of church but I didn't quit God. Why should I He never quit on me. And I wont quit on you either. I will still run into people and still be excited to see them and talk to them. Even if I hadn't seen them at church in a while. Saw Crystal (wilson) she has a sweet family. Threw her for a loop because I said Hi how you doing the kids are cute....I didn't let her feel like oh my where have you been and what have you been up to?? That's not my position. My position is to love and accept everyone...doesn't Jesus? Doesn't God? Then why don't the other Christians do that?